My heart hurts
This one time I cared when I shouldn’t. Why do I always do things that I’m not supposed to? Im starting to think I shouldn’t care about anything.
god vs. devil
It’s a drug. Everything about it. The feeling, the in the moment pure satitsfaction to the loathing, the complete and utter disgust. White and red on my shoulders whispering taunts and sweet nothings constantly. It’s kind of like someone is cutting you open and taking a long look inside, while your laying there on the ground screaming. “the devil and god are raging inside...
gold rag-red rag
maybe its just the day, maybe i just miss some people, maybe im just a little sad, maybe im just trying to figure out a way to go about everything in my head and all the things i want to do, maybe i dont know what to do. maybe its all of it.
head up high
everything is the same but everything is different. its a new kind of strength. and as much as i would like to belive that it wont even phase me. my will is going to be tested
what the fuck am i thinking, i must be out of my god damn mind. things happen for a reason, you may not know what it is at the moment, and you may not even want to to know, but one day you’ll realize why. and now that i have a pretty good idea. im not sure what i missed out on.
brighter than you
There’s something in your heart and it’s in your eyes It’s the fire, inside you Let it burn You don’t say good luck You say don’t give up It’s the fire, inside you Let it burn Yeah, and if I’m ever at the crossroads and start feeling mixed signals like Morse code My soul start to grow colder than the North Pole I try to focus on the hole of where the torch...
5 DOWN WHAT!
it's almost like drowning
i know where i belong now all i have to do is find my way there. how do i even start?
making plans to make plans
We’re all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what’s coming. It’s pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are.
m's & p's
Stars shining bright above you Night breezes seem to whisper “I love you.” Birds singing in the sycamore tree. Dream a little dream of me. Say nighty-night and kiss me; Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me. While I’m alone, blue as can be, Dream a little dream of me. Stars fading but I linger on, dear… Still craving your kiss. I’m longing to linger till...
day 1. its funny what makes you feel better.
take it back 10 seconds
i dont know if people truly ever learn their lesson. sometimes the effect of their actions has been so catastrophic that what led to the explosion will never happen again. but the instant gratification is usually too good to pass up. those lips look so good from here, but when up close they dont seem so inviting. all i can say is that trying to look through the fog and past the pretty...
It’s conflicting, the act of juggling, it’s funny how time gets in the way of time. All you can focus on is how to be a better person. I have an aunt who, whenever she poured anything for you, would say “Say when.” My aunt would say “Say when” and of course, we never did. We don’t say when because there’s something about the possibility, of more....
once upon a time
its weird, every now and then ill think about you. just for a moment. i dont know, call me sentimental..
on the side
Harry: I love you. Sally: How do you expect me to respond to this? Harry: How about you love me, too? Sally: How about, I’m leaving. Harry: Doesn’t what I said mean anything to you? Sally: I’m sorry, Harry. I know it’s New Year’s Eve. I know you’re feeling lonely, but you just can’t show up here, tell me you love me, and expect that to make everything all...
The woods are lovely, dark and deep, and I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I sleep. Did you hear me Butterfly? Miles to go before you sleep.
…But our love was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we Of many far wiser than we And neither the angels in heaven above, Nor the demons down under the sea, Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee. For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And the stars never rise but I feel the bright...
Happiness hit her like a train on a track, coming towards her stuck still no turning back She hid around corners and she hid under beds. She killed it with kisses and from it she fled With every bubble she sank with her drink, and washed it away down the kitchen sink The dog days are over The dog days are done The horses are coming So you better run Run fast for your mother, run fast for your...
to thine own self be true
i dont know if the thoughts will ever stop. but all i can believe in right now, is that im the most beautiful girl in the world. When we say things like “people don’t change” it drives scientists crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not...
What a night for a dance, you know I’m a dancing machine With a fire in my bones and the sweet taste of kerosene I get lost in the night so high I don’t want to come down To face the loss of the good thing that I’ve found In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if...